i can still feel the pain
i can still rmbr ur face
i can still hear yr words
i can still feel the hug u nvr gave me at the airport
i can still rmbr the last song u sang to me
i can still hear the way u cough
i can still smell the smoke of ur cigarette
i can still see ur face on ur death bed
i can still rmbr that green sari over ur body
i can still rmbr the way they brought u away
i can still feel the pain of losing u that very day
the tears are so fresh yet stale
fresh as they flow from my eyes like they did four yrs ago
stale as they are always there for u crying for u
i miss u appa. its been four yrs.
and i still cant accept this loss.
i just can't.
dun ask me to.
for as long as Shree lives, this one wound will be there to last.
adioz.