diwali came and went. just like that. it was a so-so thing. i guess i only can rmbr all the prep and housework that came along with it!!! and a little disappointment with fatigue too!
and so it was. fri was a day with wierd memories. and it looks like it is there to last. maybe. i woke up late and went down to sch. met thiv and did my work. wen to nuh to see an uncle and went back home. ntg special. back home, i was playing solitaire- much to the annoyance of thiv. but i knew for the reasons why i was playing it and i needed those reasons badly. as the night drew to an end, i thought abt father and cried quite a bit. den i went to bed. sulking away.
i thought of tis particular smth. closing the windows and getting ready to go to bed, i kept thinking of just one thing. and i made a silent wish. and i teared slightly as i made it. back in my room, i blasted my laptop with half the batt life and a special playlist was playing throughout the nite. i actually planned that my laptop shld die later on in the nite while i was aslp so that i din haf to wake up to switch it off. wanting to wake up early the next day as well, i put my phone on the loudest mode.
i held my pillow close to me. after mudhal mazhai, enadhuyire played. and akkam pakkam went on. i dozed off.
the next time i woke up, nenjinile was gg on in the backgrd. i grouchily went to my table and lowered the volume slightly. thinking of the little wish i had made, i smiled to myself and slowly drifted back to slumberland.
and then it happened. *go shorty, its ur bday...* my phone screamed with an incoming sms. *phoof* the next few smses and the two hrs after that...
it was all abt a wish that truly came true. much to my surprise.
with all that eagerness
with all that thunder and rain
with all that cold
and with all that mixed feelings
i rmbr i rmbr
the wish that came true.
thanks to u.
en vaasalil netru un vaasanai
nee nindra idam indru unarthean