gg to penang

i am gg to msia on thurs. so yup. will be back on monday.
st anne's feast.

pretty cool. i cleaned out my bags today. looks like i have a lot give to Salvation Army.
haha.soooo many bags.


i feel so good to be online at this time. hanging on the fone. yup. BBBRABA! talking to u after suuuchhh a long time.

times have changed.
thooose times everything was entirely different.


damn long since i used the fone.
i feel sooo old suddenly. hell i am 19.


and nineteen. means it is my last yr being a teenager!!! awww. tt quite sucks.
haiz.
i am sucha confused kid. hmmm tt name. hmmm
gosh.




vaazhkai oru naadaga medai. athil naam ellam nadikargal.

hmmm. haha no.

vaazhkai oru naadaga medai. athil naam ellam pornstars?? haha.

CB.




hhhhuuuggg.

i miss myself. i miss the Shree in me..



adioz.

unemployed

i called it quits today.
i called up st stephens and told them that i cant make it to sch anymore.
i got so sick of it. to wake up early n travel... then rush 4 tuition, hindi class, temple. haiz
but dammmit i need this leave for uni stuff. gosh. 24 hrs is not enuff!!

sch is starting. and i so need this rest.

this wkend i wun be in town.

btw i wanna be alone.

lemme me be with myself.

dun F come n tell me i haf no time for u. dun come and tell me its cos of other ppls' entrance in my life. i jus dun need my fone anymore. if i even bother calling u to check on u, count ur lucky stars. dun push ur luck further.


sahana saaral thoovutho...

adioz

acceptance

life wld be a better place if we accepted one another.

u cannot hate smth abt sumone unless it reflects smth abt urself. and the more we judge, the less we love.

i am tired.

really am.

i am glad i dun seem to cry anymore. those tears have been dried up. ages ago. so my tear bank is empty.

and one more thing. we shud give our love n time to ppl who need us. and not be a bitch abt it. i mean who the hell cares whether u r appreciated or not? u r bloody helping sumone in need and in pain.

my conscience is clear. i dun need to lie to myself. and i am used to having auch rxns to my 'mother theresa' stunts. but u know wat. i dun give a fuck if anyone is unhappy abt it. wats appreciation in my life?? since when did i receive it to expect it now? or love for tt matter.

screw it.

kal ho nah ho.

adioz.

wt do u want?

i am feeling so fucking exhausted.

Since when did shree get to be in the picture of being selfish?

i wish i wish i wish u dead.

i am mad. fuming away.


and to all the dimwits aka ball-less fucks who try to screw my tag board...
pls la go get a life. dun forget i can tap ur IP address la stupid.u can get charged for net-hogging la toot.


haiz haiz.

life and its roller coaster rides.

sumone tell me sumone tell me.

tt a roller coaster ride is to be enjoyed and be jollied with.

not to end up vomitting and ouking at the end of it all.





my pain and my joy. if only u were more easily understood...




adioz

back again. new life

heys...


its been such a looong time eh.
well i kinda dun c the need to blog anymore. but no no. i shan run away from the fact tt this form of catharsis is impt.

one major reason i kinda lost interest is cos some idiotic dimwit frens of mine haf been spreading gossipz, unnecessary ones, abt the info displayed here.

i hereby declare that any information displayed on this website is none of f*cking anyone's business. so screw the F off and see tt ur own ass gets clean first.


Back to teaching. tiring n loadsa workload. Uni matters to be settled.


A new phase of life. Starting to live all over again. i am just lucky, i can tell u.i feel gd abt the past one mth of my life. its been sheer delight with its usual confusions abt being too perfect.

well well. every dog has its day.

i am feeling pretty all over again. and oh yeah i haf put on abt 4kg as well. haha. so does tt make me less pretty? who the hell cares?
i am regaining my confidence a bit. and gg back to my books wld make me feel all the more better i suppose.

well i am living. and loving. and seeing life in a total different light.
Time to be happy Shree.

and u over there.
grow up. plz.

adioz.