shree.is.in.sch.
smth is disturbing me.i dun quite know wad is it.
i jus hope its the high sugar content of red bull ysdty nite that is giving me this uncanny feeling. sum sorta trepidiation. well i did read abt heart palpitation as an effect of energy drinks. its taking its effect after 3 cans, of all days today.
am listening to ' அக்னி குன்சொன்று கண்டேன் ', composed by bharathi, sung by bombay jayashree. superb.
sumone pls explain to me abt my lil love affair with subramania bharathiar. smth abt him. makes me happy. smth abt his death (he was only 38). makes me wanna cry. smth abt his life. makes me sad. smth abt his supposed 'madness'. makes me excited. smth abt chellama. makes me jealous. smth abt ' அச்சமில்லை '. makes me strong. smth abt ' யாமறிந்த மொழிகளிலே '. makes me feel smarter. smth abt ' சுட்டும் விழி '.makes me fall in love. smth abt ' விட்டு விடுதலையாகி '.makes me feel free.
wanna fly and fly.
என் வசம் இரண்டடுக்கு ஆகாயம்...
just finished PS tutorial. sighs. i dunno if i am clearer or more blur. i am so vexed. and its awful knowing tt u have more to study when u just thought u had finished studying. aaaaaaarggh. i was itching so badly in the lecture theatre that i thought i wld scratch my skin apart. even my ears were itching! dammit. and i seriously have no idea what my sudden allergy to is. maybe its u.
i am feeling so bloody cold. sighs. i so need to be manjaa-ed. a bit the obvious. and i am such baby. but i guess its all abt the exams. when u wanna torture urself by studying so much and with such extreme actions (like how i cabbed home at four after studying my ass off in sch) and u just wanna be pampered all that fall out moments in btw. sighs. O levels were the easiest. After A's (which was a yr back dammit) uni exams just make it very clear to u that 24 hrs is insufficient and any amt of work u do is deemed inadequate. thr is no end to wat u can study. the more u do, the better. talk abt syllabus.
i am wierd. and i feel wired. and thr is this lack of current flowing thru.
மாதர் தம்மை இழிவு செய்யும்
மடமை யைக்கொ ளுத்துவோம்;
வைய வாழ்வு தன்னில் எந்த
வகையி நும்ந் மக்குளே
தாதர் என்ற நிலைமை மாறி
ஆண்க ளோடு பெண்களும்
சரிநி கர்ச மான மாக
வாழ்வம் இந்த நாட்டிலே.
ஆம். வாழ்வோம் இந்த நாட்டிலும். வாழ்க மஹாகவி. வாழ்க மங்கையர் குளம்.