everyone has choices. i wonder if everyone rmbrs tat. choose when to slp,to eat, to hang out with whom, etc. its funny hw sometimes we dun tk d responsibilities of choices made, dun respect others' choices n simply dun realise we hv choices.
i often wonder y i hv taken d burden of other ppl's choices. n sadly some of my loved ones undergo that cos of me too. but d selfish me has now told myself not to do so any longer. i think its d onions doing it. haha. naggy granny told me tt taking too much onions in ur food makes u emotional. i laughed for a whole yr den i decided to try it n hell it worked! so going back, i nvr thought abt wat growing up is all about n jus as i think i ve learned smth from a new perspective, i learn smth else as well. its funny hw one can think u know all.
n older ppl dun get it that no matter hw much u tell young brats to do this n not do that, it nvr sets in. i mean it nvr worked with d youth den, hw will it work now? n ppl get so quick to judge them n label that as advice n "oh i know whr this will end up". oh shuddup.
give our youth to space to breathe, to make choices, to learn n repent. everything has alrdy been written by God. dun kiasu la. n BTW ITS EVEN MORE ANNOYING WHEN PPL MY AGE CAN ACT LIKE FREAKING OLDIES! SCREW U!
on a brighter side of life, im happy with the consequences of some choices i hv made. some choices still haunt me as i try to look at d path ahead. more than ever i m happy that i hv lost contact with many ppl, chosen to contact d impt ones more seriously n chosen to avoid many problems of mine n others. im less 'garbaged' in my mind now, finally.
i thank God n all my close frens for this revelation b4 its too late. i love d very few ppl in my life now.
peace be with you.
adioz.
shree