i dunno wat to do anymore

i dunno wat to do anymOre.

i dun seem to be able to articulate my thoughts. at the same time i suffocate thinking that all of it is getting bottled up.

i dun even think i am allowed to get angry. or feel hurt. or cry at the very least.

i have placed a barrier before myself.

i aint guilty. i aint self-pitying.

i am puzzled. thoroughly.

smth in me is dying to speak.
to tell u that smh is just not right.
no no there is no other way.
yes i do know why.
actually i dun.

bizzare.

i am unnervingly shutting up.


adioz.

happy father's day appa

happy father's day appa





u r still out there watching over me, aren't u?

sometimes u just gotta listen

sometimes u just gotta listen.

i have been sick. mentally n physically. n tired too.

oh yeah. sumtimes when u have been too close to sumone, like ur best fren or even ur parents, u dun even realise what u say to them. example when u wish sumone good nite, it actually means that u wish them gd sleep, and that they rest well. we dun even realise why we say things nowadays. everthing has become a routine. and the worth seems absent. its not the worth that is absent actually, its ur mind.

when u tell sumone to eat well and be safe, it means have ur meals properly and dun get into any damn shit. geddit?

i see that i say too much of these things and they no longer have any impact on the other side. so simply, it just means its time to stop. did u realise that when u stop giving love, thats when ppl question u?


the weather has been terrible. i need to go for a gd workout soon. tire myself out n get myself really tired. den slp n slp n shut my hp. i have a gd reason in mind to go MIA.


damn i aint gg for special sem. kolluppu. who the hell will be sick of holz except me?


read this in archie comics : the best revenge is no revenge at all.


and or yeah. sum ppl need to get their mouths shut or even have their lips sewn together. nowadays men bitch more than women. yikes.


not that i gotta go. but i wanna go. adioz.