:: look into your heart ::

:: hear it speak ::

:: listen ::


Saturday, October 28, 2006

was coming back from tuition today.saw this punjabi gal i met yrs back. she once jus talked to me suddenly when i was much younger. hmm these past few days ppl jus keep coming in. n going out of my life.

i saw the word NUS in the papers today and on an AD on the bus.it gave me a wierd feeling.din like it.the look of it.the feel of it.scares me.think i'll even make it? but talk abt the trepidation deep down within.dunno how i am gonna fit in.or maybe will just fit into all that facade.ugly is the word.

trust.i hate that word.who do u trust?its so painful to trust sumone.anil once said trust no one.not even ur loved ones. hmmm.talk abt obsession n deception.these words kinda conquer my life.obsession is my second side.deception,it fills my life. from this way in and that way out.shan comment further.

fuck i dun feel like blogging anymore. adioz