haiz.looks like i found a reason to blog finally.ntg too fantastic. jus the screams of the devil called the heart.
looking back on deepavali i had a ball of a time.seeing all those long lost frens n all. feels as tho i went into the Bermuda triangle on the fateful day, 23 Jan 06, and mysteriously figured my way back home. so yeah seeing all of u made my day. or so i thought.
frankly, dear blog, i'm so afraid to go back into the unshielding world where frens n ppl i know who arent worthy of the label FRIEND are a pain n an addition to the planet of problems.this whole year i went MIA cos i was forced to. n looks like God did reali have his plans aside for me. i am sure i now know who did stand by my side.
as much as i always wanted it, as the a'levels are coming, i so wish this whole hiding business is not gonna end.actually come to think of it. i wasn't hiding.i was living a life of independence, jus that it was pathetic n painful.talk abt the four walls being ur best buddies. each had a story to tell, n me, to them.so lets jus say i have emerged stronger, or so i think.
looks like this internal battle has got no end.now to some real stuff.
Diwali i met some nice ppl n not so nice ones...u make me miss my good ol' times...
1. JJ! thank u so much for lightening up my mood by making me sing... haha finally!!
2. Aarthi gal... u brought back so much of memories
3. kavin karter keertan! the three musketeers...sunshine of my life... where is happiness without u three...
4. my dear mr navin kumar. u finally remembered me.yes yes. more than words can say. i missed u crazy bro.
5. amma was the surprise of the day. after years n years she finally saw my room. haiz wish appa was ard to see me now
6. ooh my mummy n daddy din fite on Diwali. my father n his usual screaming obsession.looks like i inherited that from him. haha. but yeah babu brought it up after he was high. talk abt being emo.
7. all my uncles n aunties. so funny u guys make me feel younger as all of u grow older. wahahaha
8. and oh yeah the sour cream of the day. Mr. John F Kennedy. try harder next time.sore loser. lets jus see how u'll face me again.
i'm sorry to all of u guys whom i din wish on Diwali. obviously u all know.
my dear ram fam. i miss u guys. though i no longer feel a part of u sometimes... moments with ya'll i'll always cherish.
to the love of my life. God bless whereva u are.