my attempt to revive my blog
so sem exams are approaching
diwali is over.


i need to start studying and it starts from tmr!!! ( i hope)
tuitions just ended. but luckily for me this yr i have kids who wan tuition thruout holz.


thiv asked me to blog at my feelings. maybe i shd.


hmmm. i guess giving in is all abt life. no i mean life is all abt giving in.
i guess i shd no longer waste my efforts in getting angry and feeling hurt. its really all up in our minds.
i mean, lets just be silently 'selfish'? muz i think so much and create such emotional turmoil for myself?
if i choose to let go and have no expectations of ppl ard me... i know for sure life will be a better place.
*oh god. i got a bit confused here*

well anyway thiv made this kind observation of me n my activties. individualistic she said.
i cant deny. me gg to sch, my classes n tuition n heading home with no social life etc.
niva also goes thru the same routine as me. well, sumtimes we work so much for the future and dun live for the present. it sucks. but when u know that u are gg broke the next wk itself, might as well get ur ass off to work right?like i have a choice, dammit!

recently, my other half said that i am being very childish. i have realised that i am being such an idiot to some people in my life. i have taken steps to seriously rectify it. but isn't it just nice to sit down and wish u were a child all over again? sighz. i miss those days man.


yes thiv, we will make up for all the time we din spend together by going out after exams. first place, SHOPPING!
next makan, makan, makan in tekka! yey.

my last thought of the day is that, if i really want to, i can. although i do relapse into my those 'off' moods and become such as ass, i suppose, it is still under my control.

wel, i suppose i just wanted to be a gd gal today and blog like an angel.

oh well.

woman by birth, bitch by choice.
adioz.