right now everything is a mess.
from my room to my modules to my schedule to this blog to my relationships.
room
its a mess. has always been. now cos of spring cleaning, its even worse. books and clothes strewn everywhere.
modules
i keep reading but it des not end. annoying. i am up to date yet not. confusing! in the arts fact, reading nvr endsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..................................
schedule
who said teaching tuition was easy? now they are having their exams. den tuition ends. we have exams and we go broke. wtf
navratri sucked the living breathe outta me. uuurgh.
sch sch sch. paatu and dance class. i cant complain enuf yet all these truly hold my sanity.
blog
loadsa drafts saved... incomplete.
dun feel like posting them. let me see, wat more excuses can i give?
relationships
friends.fiends.
funny.
how u think they know u so well but then and again they prove u wrong.
i so believe that frens can be ur downfall as well as uplift u in many ways.
my other half thinks that friends are the world.
my best friend spends his salary on them.
my babe just think they cant understand her ever
my dhostu just changed her mind abt me after suffering a few injuries
and i here feel so upset that the frens i thot were the coolest ever dun rmbr a thing abt being cool and worse still abt the times we were really close.
so very odd. its damn sad
i think i so rmbr every moment with such love for many of the ppl i deem close and i go like,
'hey do u rmbr blah blah blahblah?'(with a fucking stupid excited tone)
and den i get a blank look
OR
"oh yaaaa!" and den they tell me smth that does not even exist to my imagination.
i am such a wild dreamer and i dream a lot abt having fun.
thing is, i usually dun have fun. i dun seem to have time and so i hold on to dreams and memories. but ppl dun see such things.
basically they forget.
for me this does not work out entirely.
this day, seated at my laptop and doing the usual that i have not in months makes me feel odd.
cos i realise i have missed out loads and i dun/CAN'T seem to regret it a bit. (except the bit whr i have missed out on downloading songs) i suppose my 'frens' have made them worthless in the meantime.
and den haran replies me telling me how we both cant be without each other...
i guess friendship is a ship that nvr sinks after all!
adioz.