i dunno wat to do anymOre.
i dun seem to be able to articulate my thoughts. at the same time i suffocate thinking that all of it is getting bottled up.
i dun even think i am allowed to get angry. or feel hurt. or cry at the very least.
i have placed a barrier before myself.
i aint guilty. i aint self-pitying.
i am puzzled. thoroughly.
smth in me is dying to speak.
to tell u that smh is just not right.
no no there is no other way.
yes i do know why.
actually i dun.
bizzare.
i am unnervingly shutting up.
adioz.