i am fucking mad. just when u have got a whole load of work to do, sum ppl make u feel fucking mad. get u blowing ur mind off.
why the fuck cant ppl be truthful?
uuuurrrrgh i feel so fucked up really.
i wanna study. why do u ruin it all???
CCB. i hate u. and all those that u do.
i keep saying its my fault. but hell. how much do i tell this to myself??
god. either u get me out of this. or u bring me to u.
i have no fucking strength anymore.
adioz