well well
nostalgia hits me
life has changed tremendously.
and it has maybe... probably turned for the worst.
but here is Shree taking a chance. a risk.
i haven really shown much maturity in my actions.
causing ppk to judge. but really, i dun care.
not becos i dun care abt them, but becos i prefer acting on my own.
simply put,i think,
still waters run deep.
this cOnFuSeD kId theory confuses me.
it really does.
but i aint sure if i am willing to take the risk.
hmmm. only time will tell.
but hell. its life over honour.
or is that equation faulty as well?
well.
ultimately its shree back to herself and her cocoon again.
no it aint loneliness.
its just solitude tt is thoroughly enjoyed.
and it feels good.
looking back i had a good 18th yr.
all the songs that i listened to area gd example.
i loved all of them.not superficially for their music only or wat.
but thoroughly.inside out.
now when i listen to them.
i know the difference.
the lack of love and passion.
the lack of intimacy with my music
the answer is pretty simple.
absence of love.
well.
shree has opened her heart.
to purely kids and family.
damn i just wish i had kids on my own.
my own ones to love. to care and nurture them.
more than anything.
to call them my own.
the rest explains.
adioz.