today is the 8th. the day i reached australia,perth, exactly 5 yrs ago... that very saturday...
and when the sunday night came... i knew my life had changed forever... i had lost my pillar of strength.
recently i have been feeling pretty 'dependent'. maybe cos i have not been running ard for tuitions and stayin in sch to study for long hrs. feels gd yet smth is so amiss.
u know smtimes u just feel that u are missing this part of ur life. this void. and i know its not cos of my appa. hmmm. when u feel the loss of attention, thats when u feel it best.the loss i mean.
well i hope that by staying away, i will gain at the end. i hope.
i just heard this horrendous news that i was 60 kg last yr on nov 28. i dunno how far its true. while thiv says its not true and my other half says that it is definitely true... i dare ask anyone to bring a weighing scale to me now. Your Highness weighs a near-to-petite 47 kg. wahahaha. we'll see if i can lose another 2kg more by xmas.
oh well. i have been having nightmares for a long time. of being chased, of being cheated, of falling and hurting myself n wat not. scary sial...
well i better go eat n study. cant waste much time, can i?
adioz.