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i am jobless and aimless. tuitions dun count. aaaargh. boredom kills me.
i have been very happy. for d past wk at least. i dunno. have been myself with myself.

sch will start in a mth.
waiting.

adioz

losing it

after a month, almost.
exams are over and the pressure has not left me.

i am feeling like a total idiot.
i am so bloody unhappy, like fuck man!

i need to do so many bledi fucking things and i haven got time to be there for myself.
cb its so bloody irritating.
i know i sound selfish. but let me be.
i wanna live for myself. at least i dun feel like a fucking fool anymore. at the end of the day, i am glad it was done for me.

i aint anybody's maid. i need a life on my own. freedom to do wat i feel like. screw it i aint young anymore. i wanna slp when i wan to. sing when i wan to. eat when i wan to. study when i wan to. go out when i wan to. be there for myself if i wan to.

i wanna be free.
wanna be alone.


i am feeling lonely and i am happy abt it.
cos no one really is out there for me.
its a fucking selfish world.
there is no fucking thing as friends, family, love or relatives.


face it man.
its just u n u alone.
only my degree burns with me when i die.

its gonna be me and my mirror only. pls all those fake friends and those 'i cant live without u' 'call me anytime u need me' 'frenz forever' drama ppl. .I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE FUCKING LYING.

THERE IS REALLY NO ONE OUT THERE FOR ANYONE.

one for one. none for all.

adioz.