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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

cant sleep

i cant sleep. i dun quite know how to make out my life right now. its filled with monotony and loadsa anticipation.

well today the kids had a good time with their lanterns. The moon was really full and bright.and beautiful. ini naanum naan illai

i realise smth. no matter who u've got around u, its ultimately one in his own grave. that defeats the point of having a family or friends for that matter. does that mean that one should live in solitude becos one eventually faces the inevitable death alone? does that not equate life to a point of futility?

leaving such questions unanswered, on my way back home from the bus-stop, i formed a dialogue in my thoughts abt tamil. read on.


thamizhil azhagu endru kooruvathu ellame azhagu illai.
meen poandra kann azhaga?
minnal poandra idai azhaga?
annam poanda nadai azhaga?
illaiye!

acham, madam, naanam, payirpu enbathu oru pennuku azhagu endru vethangal koorukindrathey,
ivai naangum oru pennuku azhaga?
allathu avargalathu munnetrathirkku oru muttukattaiya?

oru pennukku azhagu avalathu ullam.
athaivida azhagu thaaimai.

oru thamizh pennukku azhagu thimir!



enanakku thamizhai kattru thanthavar subramaniya bharathiyaar.
naan avarathu sishyan alla;
puthumai penn!



i like wat i wrote.



uchi meedu vaan idinthu veezhu kindra pothilum,
achamillai achamillai acham enbathu illaiye!
- bharathiyaar.